I Deserve to be Happy :-)

I have no idea how to start bleeding out my thoughts in this blank space. It seems that my mind are just stucked with words which my cursor cannot interpret. But I wanted to let go of those, just as I wanted to let go of my annoyance. What if I start with a question?!

Ever encountered a difficult person in your life? Well I do. And they’re many. And it just pisses me off that these people couldn’t just let go of me. Many times I wanted to bring back my friendship with them, but restoring back the relationship is just like picking up the pieces of a broken mirror–that things might hurt you if you try to put things back into place. Yous see, as what I’ve mentioned before; talking to them, trying to bring back the friendship–JUST MAKES ME LOSE MY SELF-RESPECT. There are times I wanted to understand these people, but it’s hard to if they don’t understand your situation in the first place. To my subjects: PLEASE… DO… have a reality check… Give me enough space for my own happiness. Some things just cannot be brought back. Like what my mom always tell me, “Some people come in and out of your life to teach you lessons. They become instruments for your development. All you have to do is to let go, and bring with you those lessons”– I’ve already let go, but their ‘holding on’ is what’s pulling me back… I deserve to be happy. Just let go of me. Being friends just won’t work. My trust had been broken. Sobra-sobra na yung pasensya ko. It’s HHHAAARRRDDD to trust again.

But anyway, I’m enjoying my life now. I have friends, but glad that I have few ones who I know will always be there with me no matter what. Our relationship have been proven through time and I’m happy that God have blessed me with these kind of people. I feel secured when I’m with them and I’m rest assured that they’re worthy of my trust. :-) They’re not perfect, but REAL–and that’s what defines their character. Siguro, kaya I can easily go along with them kasi kapareho ko sila ng wavelength mag-isip. For those who know me, alam niyo namang I really don’t like immature people, especially if it’s not in line with the age.

Hmm… There’s one guy whose also my current source of happiness. Because of him, I never thought that being happy isn’t effortless at all, that it could just happen. We’re good friends now and could possibly lead into another level… (in God’s time). He courts my family just as he courts me. But well, I’m not really in a rush of things. We’re good friends now and I enjoy everything I have of him. But anyway, I wanted to thank him so much for making me happy once again. :-) (You know who you are) Luvyou so much.

Letting go of things and MOVING ON with my life have given me WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITIES. Just imagine if I sticked myself UNDERSTANDING these difficult people in my life all the time.. I would have not noticed my true friends, my newfound happiness and more opportunities. Indeed, I deserve to be happy. GIVE ME THE HAPPINESS I DESERVE.

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